WHAT I FEEL VS WHAT I KNOW.
i feel sad more than i feel happy. i feel stuck more than i feel free. i feel defeated more than i feel accomplished. i think about it every single day. And we see ourselves as whatever we believe the most important person in our life believes about us. So of course it fucks with you if they walk away. i feel stuck in the best and worst moments that i've known. The million bucks and the silence that followed. But what is true? What do i know? i have a lot to be thankful for. Mom and Dad They're healthy and they love each other and they love me. Friends who want to know me and want me to know them. i get to do a job that i believe in. Most people don't. i have the opportunity to make a difference. A lot of people would give anything for that. i am healthy and i am young and there is air in my lungs and a shining sun outside and a sea as well and a story still going. And i'm allowed to be honest. So do not despair. For there is more than what we