My World My Views...........

i feel sad more than i feel happy. i feel stuck more than i feel free. i feel defeated more than i feel accomplished. i think about it every single day. And we see ourselves as whatever we believe the most important person in our life believes about us. So of course it fucks with you if they walk away. i feel stuck in the best and worst moments that i've known. The million bucks and the silence that followed. But what is true? What do i know? i have a lot to be thankful for. Mom and Dad They're healthy and they love each other and they love me. Friends who want to know me and want me to know them. i get to do a job that i believe in. Most people don't. i have the opportunity to make a difference. A lot of people would give anything for that. i am healthy and i am young and there is air in my lungs and a shining sun outside and a sea as well and a story still going. And i'm allowed to be honest. So do not despair. For there is more than what we

If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive If you carry dreams in your eyes then you are alive Learn to live like the free waves of wind Learn to flow like the sea does as waves Receive every moment in life with open arms Every moment is a new beginning seeing with your eyes If you carry surprise in your eyes then you are alive If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive The truth that almost come to my lips Is clear from my eyes Sometimes from you, sometimes from me It asks for words To give it structure and come to my lips To dance in the embrace of my voice But this truth Is a feeling, just a feeling… Like a fragrance it floats in air, A mute fragrance, That you know is there, That I know is there, And is not hidden from this world, What kind of secret is this?

The Secret.......... T here is a matter that has almost come to my lips This is evident in my eyes Sometimes from you, sometimes from me They ask for words To take their shape and come to my lips And to be embraced by my voice But this matter Is a feeling…only a feeling Floating in air like fragrance Fragrance becomes its voice That you know of That i know of It’s not hidden from the world Don’t know what kind of secret is this Why Do You Cry?...................... Every time the cloud of pain loomed A tear filled my eyes When this lonely heart was scared I told my heart ‘Why do you cry for such reason? This happens everywhere in this world’ These dark lonely times, time has distributed them to all. Some sadness is part of everyone’s story, Some sunshine is a part of everyone’s life Your eyes are damp for no reason Every second is a new season Why do you waste your time over such matters Why do you cry I asked my heart I Exist.............

My message today is titled Life is hard” and it’s about how to live a great life despite the fact that life is difficult. Everybody wants to be happy in life. We all want to live a perfect life. We want that great job or a successful business. We want to be married to Mr. Right or Mrs Perfect. We want to have great kids. We want to have friends that stick by us come rain or shine. We want to be able to have all the material things life has to offer and have all our problems just disappear. Everybody wishes for good life. It may be at different levels. One person may define a good life one way and another may describe it another way. For one person a good life may be just having three meals a day and a roof over their head. For another it may be having a huge mansion and a couple of million dollars in the bank. There are different levels and meanings to what a good life is. But whatever you definition of it, there is perhaps one thing that you may have in common with many

As I descended the steps of the office, I saw dark clouds in the sky. It looked as though it would rain. I walked briskly toward parking which was at the basement. My mother had warned me about getting caught in the rain. I might catch a cold or something. I wondered if I could get home before it rained. As if in reply to my thought the rain came down. I wanted to run for it but my heavy office bag discouraged me from doing so. So I walked on. Soon it was raining cats and dogs. I immediately ran for my basement in the comforts of my car but to my utter shock the basement was filled with water.Needed to pick one of my friend  drop her home. Reached her office picked her up and we started our journey home.  It seems today the rain god were showing full mercy, but they weren't kind enough to me no sooner we were exiting the office premises my car broke down :( , the only option left with me was to push the car out.  In a short while I was drenched from head to toes. Inste

You see your past and analyse that what have you been doing till now. You will find that there has not been even 10% in your life when you would have lived for yourself. I thought about my life. And what I saw was something which shocked me. In all my school days, I studied madly to prove the people in my colony to know that I was better than their child. Then, in the 10th std, I studied with the aim to show others what my percentage is. In 12th std, after failing to score well in  11th, I filled the form for Arts even when the world was asking me to join Commerce as they knew I can't manage Commerce. I got selected for Commerce just to show everyone that I am capable of doing what you think I'm incapable of. I struggled badly to cope up with the portion . I know what those 3 months were like when I was mugging up everything. I was just experiencing hell. After seeing all this, I realized that I never did what I wanted to. I always did what was needed to prove others about

The days that were beautiful started fading up. The aroma that used to attract me, still attracted but when I moved towards it, it used to disappear. The dreams that trapped me in its beauty and glare stopped celebrating itself in my slumber moments. The world started changing. The island that once showed me the horizons of endless water showed me a barren land which was still to taste a drop of water. The tree that used to give me mangoes of all sizes and shapes begun showing what empty branches are like. The moment she came in my life, I realized that I have got my life mooted to a state where every negativism looked like a cluster of positive thoughts. The rationality and diplomacy that the thoughts had started changing for her. The positivism that I had started turning into orbits of hatred where she was the center point. The life that had a life of itself started turning out to be lifeless. It was hard to identify myself. Scientifically, a moment is of

Every time I talk something that's too hard to digest, people send lots of questions to me after I get the work published. Today, once again I have a Curtain Raiser to the relationship that we, the youth boast of as much as we can-"FRIENDSHIP". Whether someone really has a friend or not, but he/she will always be available to paste numerous Quotes on Friendship on their Social network profiles. Ask me, I get irritated with these Friendship quotes, boasts, over-hype etc. Why does one need to talk on this Relationship if you are so sure about your friends? Why do you need to tag them in some pictures and let them realize that you are a Friend? If not that, at least to make him consider you in his/her friend list. For career, for personal progress, for selfishness, one has to leave a friend or the whole friend circle and move to the city/country where one gets life mooted to the next level of greatness. Priorities always changes .......................               T

I haven't slept at all in days  It's been so long since we've talked  And I have been here many times  I just don't know what I'm doing wrong  What can I do to make you love me  What can I do to make you care  What can I say to make you feel this  What can I do to get you there  There's only so much I can take  And I just got to let it go  And who knows I might feel better  If I don't try and I don't hope  What can I do to make you love me  What can I do to make you care  What can I say to make you feel this  What can I do to get you there  No more waiting, no more aching  No more fighting, no more trying  Maybe there's nothing more to say  And in a funny way I'm calm  Because the power is not mine  I'm just gonna let it fly  What can I do to make you love me  What can I do to make you care  What can I say to make you feel this  What can I do to get you there 

As I sat at my cubicle a tiny rock caught my eye. Barely large enough to see without straining. Must’ve gotten stuck in my shoe or something. Picking it up I pondered what kind of journey must’ve led it here.  Perhaps it was stuck to the shoe of a visitor. A distant visitor? More than likely a visitor from within the province, but what if it was from an international tourist? What if this rock had somehow managed to travel here from another country? Oh, there are so many to choose from. What climates has this rock been exposed to? Was this a piece of a rock that had drifted to show from the frigid waters of the north? Or perhaps it was a rock that was at the very center of the equator. Maybe this rock was from the very center of the earth and was carried out by a volcano! *Gasp* Could it be that this rock is a piece of a meteorite!? That would be so cool! If this rock could tell its tale maybe it would tell me a story of the wonders of space. Is there life in space th

The last few days were quite busy for me, travelled a hell lot ; life wasn't going good. I have been in a state of not knowing what to post, and since I rely on instincts to give me what to say, I felt like I shouldn't be writing. I don't know if there is such a thing as a quick update but since November here is what has been happening. We had a Party on the success of our product, Lost some good friends got lonely, Career path getting on track , Increments,  etc etc.....  This end of month got a chance to skip office and visit Mumbai meet friends & U ............ A three day total freak out @ Mumbai............. There are those times in your life, when you feel you can fly.You feel there's someone in the universe who is made just for you. And that day was made just for me . The morning after turned out to be even more beautiful than............. I ever imagined it to be :) Some times you act weird, I don't seem to understand what she finds lacking in

Maybe it’s a sign A sign that maybe I should start over Only way I can do this, is to forget about every one -it’s wrong, but it hurts I like her…secretly she doesn’t like me back I’ve seen her with my friend…secretly it hurts Now she is alone…secretly I want to scream Secretly…is that the only way I can do it? Secretly…I will learn to love from afar Secretly…it will hurt every time I see her Secretly…I’m not allowed to see her, my own stupidity Secretly…is all it will ever be…secretly Secretly…I don’t want to see her this way , because it hurts Secretly…I want to scream Secretly…it comes from inside Secretly…it will boil to the boil of boils Secretly…I will explode Secretly…no one will know But secretly…I’ll keep this secret a feeling to my heart Secretly…to myself And one day you may come to me ......we would be together :) 

It's Okay 2 have fears.....it's okay 2 make mistakes........it's okay to give up on some things,,,,it's okay 2 be quite sometimes.....it's okay to cry even when every1 laughs...it's okay 2 laugh at d professor's joke...it's ok to love the one who hates you..... it's okay if you dance like a duck gone wild...it's ok if you sing like a frog gone wilder than the duck....it's okay if you leave me and find some one more  special what matters is ... if being what you are, makes you happy.... be yourself..... IT'S ABSOLUTELY OK :) !!!!

The closer i get to you The more you'll make me see Like giving me all you've got Your love has captured me Over and over again I'll try to tell myself that we Could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew it was real The way you make me feel Lying here next to you Time just seems to fly Needing you more and more Let's give love a try Sweeter than sweeter love grows And heaven's there for those Who fool the tricks of time With the hearts in love you find True love In a special way The closer i get to you The more you'll make me see By giving me all you've got Your love has captured me Over and over again I'll try to tell myself that we Could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew it was real The way you make me feel The closer i get to you The more you'll make me see By giving you all i've got Your love has captured me ______________________________________________

I've been waiting for the moonlight I've been waiting for the moonlit sky All night, stranger in the moonlight I've been waiting for the life time for you How I wish..... into my dreams you'd glide........ Hold Me closer ..........closer to you............ As your fragrance I want to be by your side....... I've been waiting........waiting.....waiting.......... For the moonlight..........for you.............. My life, my heart I gave it up............ All to win your love............ There is a desire alive day & night.... The Lord knows Iam right.......... This fire it burns untold.............. But still my spirit is so cold.......... I've been waiting for the moonlight I've been waiting for the moonlit sky All night......................................

This situation is getting out of control. Seriously, why must you hate us? We didn't do anything wrong. Last time I checked, you  were pretty good friends. Now what, you're going to throw your FRIENDSHIP away just because of a guy?  THROW YOUR JEALOUSY AWAY! IT MAKES YOU MORE UGLY ON THE INSIDE! It's bad enough that you broke off your friendship with us?   Listen, you can't control people, your friends. You can't tell them who they can be friends with or not. And we didn't ignore you, we treat you like the usual. But ever since the whole fiasco, you've changed.For the worst. You became more witty and sarcastic. You dropped us, without you realising or not. YOU, out of all people, should know that I don't fight fire with water. I fight with anything that makes the fire bigger.  You know, we didn't change. Only you. Every single time we mentioned the name, you started to go all emo and ignore us. WHAT THE FUCK.. So, you're mad at us

“Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain” (author unknown)  Steady drops of water falling from the sky. Right at this moment, there is still that steady fall, but,  now, it is also accompanied by howling winds. Dancing in the rain! Have you ever danced in the rain? Have you ever eperienced that feeling of running with  bare feet on the wet grass, jumping up and down, feeling the water caress your skin? Have you ever turned your face up into the sky, eyes closed and let the cool raindrops kiss your face? Have you ever danced in the rain?Have you ever sat on bike with someone special holding her hand in the rain , watching her smile ? Rain has washed away my depression & changed my mood too. A new & a fresh smell is all around & a cool breeze takes you again away in some other world. There's is a big, tall tree in front of my house whose branches cover dont know how many feet. Water drops are continuously falling from its leaves one

In every moment in every season, During all the joyous celebration... On each beautiful day & every dreamy nite, I wish you be there, I wish you be mine.......... My hearts beats for you,  My soul craves for you........... Just thoughts of yours cannot satiate  The desires of my love..... With every single breath I take....... A voice from within says....... I NEED YOU, I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU.........

When you can't call, I'll understand.. When you'll have other plan's, I'll understand.. When you change, I'll understand.. When you're not ok, I'll understand.. When you're out with your friends, I'll understand.. When you can't talk, I'll understand.. If you don't have time to check on me, I'll understand.. But when I can't take it any-more.. IT'S YOUR TIME TO UNDERSTAND..... ................................................................................

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