THE FINAL CALL!!! ( A fictionalized NON FICTION :-))

The days that were beautiful started fading up. The aroma that used to attract me, still attracted but when I moved towards it, it used to disappear. The dreams that trapped me in its beauty and glare stopped celebrating itself in my slumber moments. The world started changing. The island that once showed me the horizons of endless water showed me a barren land which was still to taste a drop of water. The tree that used to give me mangoes of all sizes and shapes begun showing what empty branches are like. The moment she came in my life, I realized that I have got my life mooted to a state where every negativism looked like a cluster of positive thoughts. The rationality and diplomacy that the thoughts had started changing for her. The positivism that I had started turning into orbits of hatred where she was the center point. The life that had a life of itself started turning out to be lifeless. It was hard to identify myself. Scientifically, a moment is of 8 seconds. But, this one was even more short lived. All the white started moving towards black, escaping the grayish shade.

The love wasn't getting any better than any of the yesterdays. It started turning out to be the weakest asset that I ever possessed. But still a thought of getting a relationship failed was in my head. I asked what was the reason to not continue the way we were before. But there were no answers. The only answer that was a silence. A private problem that cannot be shared. But I hope you get a better one than me".  But the love for you  dominated the situation, thought process, anger, frustration and even exasperation. The orgasm that one sees in the movies are just a great creativity of the makers. The reality tells what orgasm is. It is nothing except few seconds of fun that a person gets and then forget the emotional connect one had with the person. What remains is physical requirements and desire. Once the hands are touched, a subconscious mind starts shouting for getting further and touching the swollen breast. Actually, they aren't swollen. :-) And once that is done, even conscious mind loses its integrity which is known for its modesty, values, principles and other kinds of shit that it keeps in its memory.

Today,"It's finally over". I stood still. No, it wasn't that filmy moment when the first love of a hero asks him to fuck her away from his life and get associated with bars, alcohols and dog's shits. But the condition demanded answers for all the relationship that broke before this one. It wasn't an achievement to see that a relationship was once again getting diluted in the course of the fast new world where every person forgets the one who does the most for them. With tears in my eyes, I had just one request that I made for 3 times we tried to be back to normal but we weren't able to be back. The only thing that got into retaliation. 

And that was the end . A so called affair that is still a laughing stock for my friends. I enjoy it. I understood the real meaning of love for the last time. This came when I was almost matured and learnt how to lead a great inspiring life. Hence, in just few days it taught me almost all the philosophies and unsaid clauses that the law of love consists. Now, give me a girl and I'll show you how to love her. Only if she agrees to love a practical boy like me. Because all the emotions for love flew way to rest in peace with this. Now, all the emotions are being multiplied inside my soul, heart and mind through a certain mechanism for my wife. She deserves all the love now.  But now I think she was right, priorities changes from time to time & nothing is permanent.

Enough said. And yes, this isn't fiction at all.

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