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The heading says it all. My trip to Goa was 50% nostalgia and 50% enjoyment. Chalo let me begin at the beginning lest you get confused ;). By the way, if you are not interested in the details and just want to know the gist, then read the title and shoo away... The Beginning [ Wednesday  17 th April 2013 .] I should say that the trip dint exactly get off to a good start. Was traveling a day prior to Mumbai from were the flight was scheduled, reached early to  airport and was all alone had bloody 4 hours to spend @ airport. I must say the Mumbai airport is actually a one of the most neat and decent airport in the country. Got this instinct again when I reached GOA airport. Everything was ok the flight was on time till we landed up the GOA airport and for God sake only my luggage was not coming on the conveyor belt taking my precious 30mins of the holiday.Got another shock of my life when the driver who came for the pick up told me the hotel is another o...

i feel sad more than i feel happy. i feel stuck more than i feel free. i feel defeated more than i feel accomplished. i think about it every single day. And we see ourselves as whatever we believe the most important person in our life believes about us. So of course it fucks with you if they walk away. i feel stuck in the best and worst moments that i've known. The million bucks and the silence that followed. But what is true? What do i know? i have a lot to be thankful for. Mom and Dad They're healthy and they love each other and they love me. Friends who want to know me and want me to know them. i get to do a job that i believe in. Most people don't. i have the opportunity to make a difference. A lot of people would give anything for that. i am healthy and i am young and there is air in my lungs and a shining sun outside and a sea as well and a story still going. And i'm allowed to be honest. So do not despair. For there is more than what we...

If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive If you carry dreams in your eyes then you are alive Learn to live like the free waves of wind Learn to flow like the sea does as waves Receive every moment in life with open arms Every moment is a new beginning seeing with your eyes If you carry surprise in your eyes then you are alive If you carry impatience in your heart then you are alive The truth that almost come to my lips Is clear from my eyes Sometimes from you, sometimes from me It asks for words To give it structure and come to my lips To dance in the embrace of my voice But this truth Is a feeling, just a feeling… Like a fragrance it floats in air, A mute fragrance, That you know is there, That I know is there, And is not hidden from this world, What kind of secret is this?

The Secret.......... T here is a matter that has almost come to my lips This is evident in my eyes Sometimes from you, sometimes from me They ask for words To take their shape and come to my lips And to be embraced by my voice But this matter Is a feeling…only a feeling Floating in air like fragrance Fragrance becomes its voice That you know of That i know of It’s not hidden from the world Don’t know what kind of secret is this Why Do You Cry?...................... Every time the cloud of pain loomed A tear filled my eyes When this lonely heart was scared I told my heart ‘Why do you cry for such reason? This happens everywhere in this world’ These dark lonely times, time has distributed them to all. Some sadness is part of everyone’s story, Some sunshine is a part of everyone’s life Your eyes are damp for no reason Every second is a new season Why do you waste your time over such matters Why do you cry I asked my heart I Exist............. ...

My message today is titled Life is hard” and it’s about how to live a great life despite the fact that life is difficult. Everybody wants to be happy in life. We all want to live a perfect life. We want that great job or a successful business. We want to be married to Mr. Right or Mrs Perfect. We want to have great kids. We want to have friends that stick by us come rain or shine. We want to be able to have all the material things life has to offer and have all our problems just disappear. Everybody wishes for good life. It may be at different levels. One person may define a good life one way and another may describe it another way. For one person a good life may be just having three meals a day and a roof over their head. For another it may be having a huge mansion and a couple of million dollars in the bank. There are different levels and meanings to what a good life is. But whatever you definition of it, there is perhaps one thing that you may have in common with many...

As I descended the steps of the office, I saw dark clouds in the sky. It looked as though it would rain. I walked briskly toward parking which was at the basement. My mother had warned me about getting caught in the rain. I might catch a cold or something. I wondered if I could get home before it rained. As if in reply to my thought the rain came down. I wanted to run for it but my heavy office bag discouraged me from doing so. So I walked on. Soon it was raining cats and dogs. I immediately ran for my basement in the comforts of my car but to my utter shock the basement was filled with water.Needed to pick one of my friend  drop her home. Reached her office picked her up and we started our journey home.  It seems today the rain god were showing full mercy, but they weren't kind enough to me no sooner we were exiting the office premises my car broke down :( , the only option left with me was to push the car out.  In a short while I was drenched from head to t...

You see your past and analyse that what have you been doing till now. You will find that there has not been even 10% in your life when you would have lived for yourself. I thought about my life. And what I saw was something which shocked me. In all my school days, I studied madly to prove the people in my colony to know that I was better than their child. Then, in the 10th std, I studied with the aim to show others what my percentage is. In 12th std, after failing to score well in  11th, I filled the form for Arts even when the world was asking me to join Commerce as they knew I can't manage Commerce. I got selected for Commerce just to show everyone that I am capable of doing what you think I'm incapable of. I struggled badly to cope up with the portion . I know what those 3 months were like when I was mugging up everything. I was just experiencing hell. After seeing all this, I realized that I never did what I wanted to. I always did what was needed to prove others about...