SUCH A STRONG LOVE....................


The natural course of relationship is downstream, unless you are intentional about paddling against the current.  Even the best relationship will get stuck in too much distance or too much intensity and blame.

This article wont be about me or my LIFE, its about these  TWO amazing human being  whom I know and their relationship :) 

This blog would talk about how my friends Mr D & Ms J feels about each other and if given a chance to express the same through Blog this would be the way they would do it .... {At-least I think this would be the way .... :P, Ms J would give me review if I was able to interpret there feelings or not :) as she would be the only one who would read this}

Ms J's Feelings :- ( Have tried to pen it down as if she is writing :P )  

WONDERWOMAN &  SUPER MAN 



I always used to feel so incredibly strong. I knew I was fine on my own, that I could fix almost anything and even if there was something I couldn’t fix, I would always find a way. A solution. They call me wonderwoman, and I like it. I like being the one that helps everyone else, that solves their problems and shows them the good aspect in everything they’re currently going through.

And you, you are just like me. You’re superman. I always knew you helped all your friends through the hard times in their lives. I liked that about you. But the moment my heart skipped a beat was when you showed me your wounds and scars… I had never seen that expression on your face, that seriousness in your eyes.

I think that was the moment I realized you were more than just the funny dude I loved to hang around with.

I guess seeing your weaknesses and scars gave me the confidence to reveal my own ones to you…knowing you were just like me, I was no longer scared to be weak for once myself. And all the things that scared me before – the caressing, the way you have to let all your walls come down, the way you can no longer hide behind a mask when you fall in love – lost their ability to make me run away from people.

During the weeks we got closer I never wanted to run away as I usually did. I just wanted you around, I wanted to hold your big hands in mine and touch and remember each and every spot and scar on them. I wanted to get lost in your eyes and find every facette of smiles and frowns in them.

I don’t have to be superwoman around you. I can be the goofy, silly, crazy, weird, screwed and crippled and wounded me around you and you still think I’m the most gorgeous girl in the world. Even when I know I look horrible and when my hair is wet because we both forgot to take an umbrella when it was raining cats and dogs.

The evening your friends told me that I was something special to you – I can’t describe how that felt. I don’t find the right words to tell you how my heart stopped for more than just a moment and how my eyes got wet with tears of joy and how butterflies start flying in my tummy whenever I think of you, or hear your voice, or am around you.

The day we were at Mr A wedding  and secretly held hands underneath the table cause we still weren’t official though everyone knew what was going on between us and how you gently stroke my hand was one of the greatest days I’ve ever had.

The time we went to the cinema at DRIVE-IN and had ice-cream at HAVMORE after and I didn’t have to play a role made me realize how well you actually know me.

I’ll never forget the day I realized that I’d fallen in love with you after we had been friends for almost 5 years…that it had taken me 5 years to finally allow those feelings to take control over me….

And what I love so much is that being in love with you doesn’t make me love crazy…it doesn’t make me go through the horrible ups and downs of the usual “love me, love me not”-game. There’s just that warm feeling, like a wave that goes through my body from head to toe when you’re near, and the confidence that I can rely on you no matter what happens.

By giving me the confidence to be weak around you,you have made me feel more superwoman-like than any guy before you, and never have I felt such a strong love as I do for you.

Thank you for being my superman.

With all the love I have to give.......

 J 


Mr D's Feeling 

A CONFESSION OF TRUE LOVE 


I’ve been with her for just over 5 year. I’m a runner by nature. As in, when things start to get serious, when they start to feel permanent, I get myself into a hang mode. This is one is pretty much perfect. Kind, considerate, beautiful, affectionate, generous, head over heels in love with me. So in love with me, that it scares me. How can she get so invested? She says she wants to build her life around me. The thought scares me. I am down to earth, practical, a career first kind of guy. I wanted to build my life around a place, a job, a career. Once all that was settled, I figured I would meet someone and fall in love and maybe even settle down. But love happened first. And now I am unsure. Unsure because the longer I am with her, the more in love with me she is, and all the while I am not sure if I will stay here. Maybe I’ll travel, maybe I’ll take a job across the continent or even the world. I am unsure if she fits into those plans or not. And because I’m afraid, because she is blameless, I have started picking little fights, being stand-offish, secretly hoping to send her over the edge and force her to break up with me, because I’m too cowardly to be the bad guy. But I can’t push her away like the others, she sees through it, and holds tight. It fills me with happiness and breaks my heart all at the same time.

So to the people that are like me, and run away when they get scared of the intensity of their feelings or the feelings of the one they’re with, what do I do? Did you regret running away? Or was it better for you in the long run, and less hurtful to the person you left?

To the people that got left behind, do you wish he or she had stayed? Or was leaving you the best thing they ever did for you in the end?

I just want to put it out there that it’s not that I feel I don’t deserve to be loved. I’m just not sure if this is the time or place to be in so deep. I am afraid how madly and selflessly she loves me. It’s like I’m her air or something. It’s frightening, but thrilling. But can you love too much?

:) 

Yours 

D
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 HOPE THIS MADE YOUR DAY :P..............

 KEEP SMILING 

 STAY BLESSED :) 

 REGARDS,

 ADI......

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