My World My Views...........

I haven't slept at all in days  It's been so long since we've talked  And I have been here many times  I just don't know what I'm doing wrong  What can I do to make you love me  What can I do to make you care  What can I say to make you feel this  What can I do to get you there  There's only so much I can take  And I just got to let it go  And who knows I might feel better  If I don't try and I don't hope  What can I do to make you love me  What can I do to make you care  What can I say to make you feel this  What can I do to get you there  No more waiting, no more aching  No more fighting, no more trying  Maybe there's nothing more to say  And in a funny way I'm calm  Because the power is not mine  I'm just gonna let it fly  What can I do to make you love me  What can I do to make you care  What can I say to make you feel this  Wh...

As I sat at my cubicle a tiny rock caught my eye. Barely large enough to see without straining. Must’ve gotten stuck in my shoe or something. Picking it up I pondered what kind of journey must’ve led it here.  Perhaps it was stuck to the shoe of a visitor. A distant visitor? More than likely a visitor from within the province, but what if it was from an international tourist? What if this rock had somehow managed to travel here from another country? Oh, there are so many to choose from. What climates has this rock been exposed to? Was this a piece of a rock that had drifted to show from the frigid waters of the north? Or perhaps it was a rock that was at the very center of the equator. Maybe this rock was from the very center of the earth and was carried out by a volcano! *Gasp* Could it be that this rock is a piece of a meteorite!? That would be so cool! If this rock could tell its tale maybe it would tell me a story of the wonders of space. Is there life in spac...

The last few days were quite busy for me, travelled a hell lot ; life wasn't going good. I have been in a state of not knowing what to post, and since I rely on instincts to give me what to say, I felt like I shouldn't be writing. I don't know if there is such a thing as a quick update but since November here is what has been happening. We had a Party on the success of our product, Lost some good friends got lonely, Career path getting on track , Increments,  etc etc.....  This end of month got a chance to skip office and visit Mumbai meet friends & U ............ A three day total freak out @ Mumbai............. There are those times in your life, when you feel you can fly.You feel there's someone in the universe who is made just for you. And that day was made just for me . The morning after turned out to be even more beautiful than............. I ever imagined it to be :) Some times you act weird, I don't seem to understand what she finds lacking in...

Maybe it’s a sign A sign that maybe I should start over Only way I can do this, is to forget about every one -it’s wrong, but it hurts I like her…secretly she doesn’t like me back I’ve seen her with my friend…secretly it hurts Now she is alone…secretly I want to scream Secretly…is that the only way I can do it? Secretly…I will learn to love from afar Secretly…it will hurt every time I see her Secretly…I’m not allowed to see her, my own stupidity Secretly…is all it will ever be…secretly Secretly…I don’t want to see her this way , because it hurts Secretly…I want to scream Secretly…it comes from inside Secretly…it will boil to the boil of boils Secretly…I will explode Secretly…no one will know But secretly…I’ll keep this secret a feeling to my heart Secretly…to myself And one day you may come to me ......we would be together :) 

It's Okay 2 have fears.....it's okay 2 make mistakes........it's okay to give up on some things,,,,it's okay 2 be quite sometimes.....it's okay to cry even when every1 laughs...it's okay 2 laugh at d professor's joke...it's ok to love the one who hates you..... it's okay if you dance like a duck gone wild...it's ok if you sing like a frog gone wilder than the duck....it's okay if you leave me and find some one more  special what matters is ... if being what you are, makes you happy.... be yourself..... IT'S ABSOLUTELY OK :) !!!!

The closer i get to you The more you'll make me see Like giving me all you've got Your love has captured me Over and over again I'll try to tell myself that we Could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew it was real The way you make me feel Lying here next to you Time just seems to fly Needing you more and more Let's give love a try Sweeter than sweeter love grows And heaven's there for those Who fool the tricks of time With the hearts in love you find True love In a special way The closer i get to you The more you'll make me see By giving me all you've got Your love has captured me Over and over again I'll try to tell myself that we Could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew it was real The way you make me feel The closer i get to you The more you'll make me see By giving you all i've got Your love has captured me ______________________________________________...

I've been waiting for the moonlight I've been waiting for the moonlit sky All night, stranger in the moonlight I've been waiting for the life time for you How I wish..... into my dreams you'd glide........ Hold Me closer ..........closer to you............ As your fragrance I want to be by your side....... I've been waiting........waiting.....waiting.......... For the moonlight..........for you.............. My life, my heart I gave it up............ All to win your love............ There is a desire alive day & night.... The Lord knows Iam right.......... This fire it burns untold.............. But still my spirit is so cold.......... I've been waiting for the moonlight I've been waiting for the moonlit sky All night......................................